Letter to nowhere – illusions
Posted by Sabina Brave
Today I realised very clear, that my letters were really to nowhere. That I was writing to somebody, who have never existed in real. That he existed only in my imagination. That only my love was real.
Actually I knew since very long time, that I loved somebody, who existed only in my imagination, but I still hoped, that maybe I was wrong. Silly me.
In the past I was angry with him, that he followed nonexisted people, that he followed virtual ghosts. It’s funny, that I was doing exactly the same.
But I still don’t regret that I met him. It’s good to know different kind of people in life. To know, what to avoid
I’m in good mood now. I closed some chapter of my life. Actually I was too weak to do it, so I provoked him to do that instead of me. And it worked… like many times before.
Long time ago I deleted from my heart all useless feelings and emotions like anger, envying, regrets, desire of revenge, and 1st of all – hate. They can’t bring anything valuable to our life, so why to waste a time and precious energy for useless things?
I am much more happy after I changed my way of treating things, which happen to me. I’m more peaceful now. Now I think, that whatever happens, just happens, and there is no reason to think too much about it, to analyse, to make questions.
I know, that everybody, who did something wrong to me, soon or later will pay for that badly, so why to bother my self for doing anything? God is the best judge. It’s enough to trust Him, and to wait patiently for his work.
I have learned to enjoy every good moment in life, and forget fast bad ones. That’s why I have only good memories
I was in love with ghost… but the most important is, that I loved. It’s nice feeling. Really. We can enjoy it. I will never regret, that I was in love. It’s nice to know, that I am able to such great feeling. It’s nice to know, that I am a human.
There is no broken heart anymore. There is just heart able to the greatest love.
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Posted on July 6, 2011, in letters to nowhere, My Blogs and tagged ability of loving somebody, enjoying love, humanity, life experience, love, loving ghost, trust in God, wisdom. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a Comment.