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If Every Day Was Like Christmas Time

I hear the bells
Saying christmas is near
They ring out to tell the world
That this is the season of cheer

I hear a choir
Singing sweetly somewhere
And a glow fills my heart
Im at peace with the world
As the sound of their singing fills the air

Oh why cant every day be like christmas
Why cant that feeling go on endlessly
For if everyday could be just like christmas
What a wonderful world this would be

I hear a child
Telling santa what to bring
And the smile upon his tiny face
Is worth more to me than anything

 

It’s beautiful. Isn’t it?

Silent night

Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Silent night, holy night
Son of God, love’s pure light
Radiant beams from Thy holy face
With the dawn of redeeming grace
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth

Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Driving home for Christmas

Driving home for Christmas
Oh, I can’t wait to see those faces
I’m driving home for Christmas, yea
Well I’m moving down that line
And it’s been so long
But I will be there
I sing this song
To pass the time away
Driving in my car
Driving home for Christmas

It’s gonna take some time
But I’ll get there
Top to toe in tail-lights
Oh, I got red lights on the run
But soon there’ll be a freeway
Get my feet on holy ground

So I sing for you
Though you can’t hear me
When I get through
And feel you near me
I am driving home for Christmas
Driving home for Christmas
With a thousand memories

I take look at the driver next to me
He’s just the same
Just the same

Top to toe in tail-lights
Oh, I got red lights on the run
I’m driving home for Christmas, yea
Get my feet on holy ground
So I sing for you
Though you can’t hear me
When I get trough
And feel you near me
Driving in my car
Driving home for Christmas
Driving home for Christmas
With a thousand memories

Merry Chistmas!

Merry Christmas!

Memories of childhood

So true… hehe

Letter to my friend

I knew, that you were waiting for my awakening from that bad dream. That you were waiting for the day, when I’ll take my head up, and I’ll go without a fear toward future proud of who I am.

Since I met you I was growing stronger and stronger day by day. And I was much more proud of myself day by day. But now I feel, that nothing can stop me on my way to happy life. I’m smiling full smile. And I’ll keep it for ever. 

I don’t regret things, which happened to me, because they all made me, who I am now.

I was becoming stronger and wiser day by day. And probably only pain and suffering could be able to do so. I know, that other people have more luck, and they grow up to strength and wisdom in more pleasant circumstances. But I had all the time great friends close to me. And you were the best. Thanks you my way was not so painful. And I walked more easily and more bravely having your arm close.

You saw me as I am, and you have never doubted in me. You are the real friend. Real treasure.

You were making me smiling, you were giving me power to live. You were helping me to stand up always, when somebody tried to pull me down. For all that I’m thankful you endlessly.

You were my Guardian Angel. You still are, and I hope, that you’ll always be. But I’ll try to take off a part of responsibility from your shoulders to give you more space:) I’ll go proudly toward future knowing, that you are always there for me, whenever I need you. That you are always with me in your thoughts, and that I am always in your heart. 

You helped me to become, who I am, and you’ll be for ever a part of me.

I decided to publish my letter to you in my blog. I’m sure, that you don’t mind.

Love you endlessly.

Yours now and forever

Sunbeam  

Andres – I’m proudly calling him my best friend 🙂

Letter to nowhere – I’m glad, that I met you

I told you, that I prefered friendship, because I knew my self too well. I knew, what will happen, if I let myself to fall in love with you. Don’t say, that I didn’t warn you.

When I’m in love, I’m becoming mad. I don’t care for anybody, but for the man I’m in love with. I could die for him, kill for him, go to the center of the hell after him. I am possessive, and jealous. Not much, when I can trust a man, and when he is not giving me reasons for jealousy. But when he is lying and cheating, I’m like volcano, which can erupt in every moment.

I am sweet, nice, loving and caring for somebody who can appreciate it, but furious and unpredictable for somebody, who is hurting my feelings. When I feel powerless, I’m crying.

I am easy in service. Be honest, sincere, and loyal, and I will be an angel for you. And you will taste all the best in me. Don’t try to use me or cheat me, because you’ll see my evil side. If you across some limits, I’ll delete you from my life for ever as you have never existed.

I will never regret, that I met you, although it almost killed me. You thought me a lot. Especially about my self. You gave me support many times. You gave me many good advises. You made me laughing, when I was sad. For all that I’m thankful you.

Without knowing you, I couldn’t even know, that I was able to so big, and so unconditional love.

I’m glad, that you appeared on my path of life, because God put you there to make me wiser and stronger.

Mother love

We have only one mother. That one, who loves, and cares for us. Who cherish us up, who holds us, when we are sad, who dissolves tears from ou chicks. Show her love, respect, and appreciation as she deserves. Don’t wait untill it’ll be too late.

Today is Mother’s Day in my country. It reminds me my mom. She died long time ago, but till now I miss her. She was always so loving and caring. But rebellious teenager couldn’t appreciate it well. After her death I realised all. And I was full of regrets, that I didn’t show my mom better respect. That I didn’t show her my love better.

It’s beautiful song. The last recorded by Freddie Mercury, so it got special meaning.

Sorry seems to be the hardest word…

Some people are not able to convince to mistake. They prefer rather die, than say sorry. It’s really sad.

By the way, it was last song recorded by Ray Charles.

Strenght in weakness.

Emancipation is killing many pleasures… I like receiving flowers, and poems. I like being adored.  I like feeling like a woman. I don’t wanna be a man in skirt.

I don’t want to nail, and to repair house or car. I didn’t say, that I can’t. I just prefer to men do it for me.  Besides, they are so much proud, when they can help weak woman. It’s real pleasure watching them at work then. Sometimes their trials are so funny, but they look really sweet when they can feel helpful .

In emancipation I like possibility of doing almost all, what men can do. But it shouldn’t be an order, but only possibility. Freedom means being free in decisions. And I decide to be weak woman, who prefers to ask man for help, instead of doing all hard work by myself. I chose being a woman under man’s protection and care. I’ll be strong, but when it’ll be really necessary.

Intelligent people are trying to learn everything and to do all by them selves. Wise ones ask for help better than them 😉