We are losing many chances in life from fear, that we can lose something, what we have. Even if in real it’s not very valuable. We are not able to see, how many possibilities we are losing from fear of change.
When I was a kid, and since many years later, I felt a fear of hight. I couldn’t climb on anything to not feel dizzy. It was strange, but I liked alot mountains, and often I was going there. I didn’t feel fear of hight there.
I remember one trip to the highest mountains in my country. We were going by bus on hight pass, and clouds were down. We could feel like flying over clouds. Who saw although once such view, knows what I’m talking about. So so beautiful view, and amazing feeling being over clouds and seeing tops of mountains arround. Maybe flying by plain is similar, but for sure not the same.
In life we have also fear of hight. We are often chosing safe place in the middle. We are afraid of risk, and going higher. We are afraid of breaking rules, comfortable habits. We are afraid of unknown.
We are living in society. Sometime we are even like slaves for it. We are afraid of doing anything against its rules. And we are suffering, when we are resigning from something very important for us from fear of breaking rules of society, and being punished then with excluding from it. We are afraid of being free. We are afraid of self freedom, because its equal with taking bigger responsibility for our life.
Society can be cruel, and punish badly a person who dared to break its rules. It’s not easy to go against it. It needs sometime very big inner power. But you remember English prince, who resigned from being a king because of love for some american woman? After him, none rules should seem impossible to break.
Emancipation is killing many pleasures… I like receiving flowers, and poems. I like being adored. I like feeling like a woman. I don’t wanna be a man in skirt.
I don’t want to nail, and to repair house or car. I didn’t say, that I can’t. I just prefer to men do it for me. Besides, they are so much proud, when they can help weak woman. It’s real pleasure watching them at work then. Sometimes their trials are so funny, but they look really sweet when they can feel helpful .
In emancipation I like possibility of doing almost all, what men can do. But it shouldn’t be an order, but only possibility. Freedom means being free in decisions. And I decide to be weak woman, who prefers to ask man for help, instead of doing all hard work by myself. I chose being a woman under man’s protection and care. I’ll be strong, but when it’ll be really necessary.
Intelligent people are trying to learn everything and to do all by them selves. Wise ones ask for help better than them 😉
It happens many times, that people, about whom we thought, that they were good friends, betrayed us. And people, about whom we thought, that they were our enemies, became our good friends. It’s possible, when we can break power of 1st impression.
I don’t trust people easily, and I don’t expect, that they will be loyal and honest with me for ever. I hope for that, but I am ready for the worst. So if they betray me, it wont hurt so much. But if they are loyal and honest, it’ll be nice surprise.
Life thought me, that nobody is totally good or totally bad. I am open for people. I can change my opinion. But with some people I just can’t feel well, so better for me is to stay away from them. Even if they are extremely nice and sweet.
I am not an angel, and I don’t pretend. But when I love, I am able to incredible sacrifices. I can fight for people, whom I love even risking my life. All my life I’m looking for a man able to do the same thing for me. A man on whom I can depend always. I man, who will care for me, but who wont treat me like personal property. I can sacrifice myself on altar of love, but I can’t renounce freedom.
Life is surprising us very often. I hope, that pleasant surprises will be more, than unpleasant ones. And I wish you all the same 🙂