Be who you are

Cruel me… sometimes it’s necessary

I felt tired and I was missing vacations since some time… but this week it’s my last week at work before long holidays, and I am somehow sad.

I love kids with whom I work. My favourite ones are little devils. Today I was even fighting with one of them. He was to naughty, and he didn’t want to calm down. So I took his hand and I said, that he will walk with me hand in hand like little kid, if he can’t behave like big boy. Of course he ran away, and probably he even hated me since a while… but he stopped fighting with other boys.

Sometimes we’ll have to risk being hated by kids, if we want to teach them something. The same with our friends, with people dear to us. If we really care for them, we will risk their hate, even losing them, but we will tell them the truth, and we will try to protect them before suffering… but maybe I’m wrong, and we should let them suffer, because that way, they will learn more about life. hm

Today were last classes in that group.  Some girl gave me yummy chocolate. Before I was getting mostly apples, many flowers, and some small shining things. Girls stuffs. 😉

Tomorrow I’ll finish classes in next group, and after tomorrow in last one. Then I’ll get long holidays till September. It’s nice perspective, but I know, that soon I’ll be bored because of too much free time, and I will miss my little angels, and little evils too.

I love kids. They are so sweet, when they are little.

2nd life on virtual – how to not be cheated.

Some people are making second life on virtual. Especially when they are unhappy in real. Here everybody can be young, rich and beautiful.

How to get second life on virtual?

1. Make a profile with informations, who you want to be.

2. Make accounts of nonexisted relatives and friends to make your legend more true.

3. Add random people to your list, to show, that you have many friends. Delete everybody  smart enough to doubt, that you are real.

4. Make account of nonexisted lover, who will follow you everywhere to repeat how wonderful angel you are, and how much he/ she loves you, but you love another.

5. If somebody is curious, why you are rejecting opening cam, tell him/her, that you are shy and modest, but he/ she can ask your best friends, and relatives, in real your fake identities, and they can swear, that you are real. People are naive, and they are able to believe in words people, whom they never met in real, when the same lie is repeated many times. Soon they will lie also, that they saw you. From shame, that they could be taken as so naive to believe virtual cheaters.

6. If somebody uncovers your dirty game, go to all people arround with fake accounts, and talk bad about that person, and good about hurted you. It sounds unbelievable, but people are really able to believe in every bullshit and nonsense repeated many times by many people, who in real can be 1 person.

7. If somebody is still forcing you for opening cam, show him/her once somebody. Your daughter, your neighbor, and it will be enough. Many people will believe, that you don’t want to open cam more times from modesty and shyness.

8. Find some real, naive, but handsome/ pretty lover, who will be your alibi, a proof, that you are real.

9. If you have some friends, who want to help you, you will be able to cheat almost everybody.

It happened to me long time ago on perfspot. Some woman destroyed my relationship. She played young pretty angel, although in real she was old, ugly, and dirty. I met her nonexisted lover, who was crying all arround, that he loved her as crazy, but she chose another. I knew, that they were 1 person, because they were making the same very characteristic mistakes in English. But many men believed in her legend. Even some very young ones.

She was talking to me alot, that’s why I got sureness, that she is a liar. She played well-educated, rich woman, but from her style of talking I got sureness, that she is very mean person. And much older than me.

I found her real picture by coincidence. I don’t know, why she posted it for a while as display. Maybe some her dirty lover convinced her, that she is so pretty in real, that she should use the real picture? I don’t know.

Friend, who betrayed me for her, didn’t want to talk with me. She made him think so bad about me, that he broke contact with me. But I found a way to tell him about real face of that old ugly cheater. He was in shock. He told me, that she, and her “friends” were talking very bad about me, and about her like about real angel, just perfect woman. It was strange, because nobody from them never met me,  and my friend believed them. They told him, that I am cyber slut, and he was crazy from jealousy and anger. They told him also, that I was talking bad about him, and he also believed them. He was mature man, and policeman, and they were able to cheat him. That’s why I wasn’t surprised, that they cheated many young, naive boys.

My friend asked her for opening cam to prove, that she is not a cheater, but she was repeating, that she doesn’t have to prove anything to anybody, and her best friends know, how she looks, so he can ask them. He left that old ugly cheater in anger, that he was so easy target for virtual cheaters, and so easy to lead astray.

I got hundreds rude messages from fake accounts, that I am old, ugly whore etc. , and that I envy that young, and pretty angel. You can see under text how young and pretty that “angel” was.

I showed on public real picture of that old cheater. She promised me to destroy me, and my every relationship.

When I got on facebook similar troubles, and similar messages like those on perf, my friend cheated on perf, told me, that those evil people came after me to my fb. I believed him, because everything was very similar to what happened on perf. Only names were different.

I don’t now, why those people are stalking on me, because they never told me the truth. All, what I know is, that they are mostly old, ugly and dirty, and that they are accusing me for their own sins. I got requests from many dirty and vulgar people, especially men, who would like to be proves of my dirtiness. It was really silly.

I  know, that naive people believe them in every nonsense about me. And I know, that my real friends, who know me well, will never believe them. So all those lies and bullshits about me are  some kind of tests for friendship – is it real or fake.

I wrote all this to warn you people before virtual cheaters. You can’t be sure, who are people, with whom you are talking on virtual, before you’ll meet them in real. And even then you can be cheated. It’s sad, but true.

Perfect people don’t exist in real. Everybody is imperfect. So, if somebody is to perfect on virtual, you can be sure, that it’s only virtual creation, nothing more.

I am on virtual 3 years. And I didn’t meet a cheater, who didn’t make any mistake. They always do or say something, what betrays them.

All, what happened to me, can happen to everybody. People, who are creating 2nd life on virtual, need our attention. They can’t exist without it. Our care, anger, suffering is making their fake existence real. Ignoring them is the best way for winning with them. In the past I was fighting with them. But I became wiser, and I was deleting them from my list. Some, who were disturbing me the most, I blocked.

Use a rule of limited trust, keep eyes, and mind open, and you will be difficult to cheat.

Enjoy company of good friends, and nice people, and break contact with everybody, with who you don’t feel comfortable… and you will enjoy virtual for the fullest.

Supplement:

In 1st version I posted here picture of that old woman from my article, and one from many pictures, which she was using as display, but my friend convinced me, that it wasn’t fair,  so I deleted them. She convinced me, that even cheaters have some feelings. That they so terribly need some feeling, that they do everything to get it.

This animated movie is better, than picture of half-naked old woman. More funny, and it’s not hurting anybody’s feelings.